Lama nya tak update. Being a working person nowadays has taken lots of my time. Lepas kerja rush to lrt, drive to gym, workout pastu lepak or balik rumah terus. Sangat memenatkan. Balik rumah, tak borak-borak banyak pon with ngan mom, terus tido. Bangun pagi, confirm la lambat pasal asyik snooze je alarm tu. Subuh pon tak kusyuk pasal nak cepat. Hihihi. Well dulu masa intern, will drive wherever coz kena gi client. Now kena gi office naik train, rambut and make up suma kene dah siap-siap dari rumah. Cuma still do my breakfast in the car while driving to lrt station. Sad sad…
Hey naik train rupanya not too bad. Despite ramai orang and kena beratur, (Malaysian beratur naik train tau), ok memang kodi pasal tak pernah naik train. First week tu ok, nothing bad happen. Last week, I was harrased by a bangla kot, totally freak out. Shocked, sampai tak boleh nak jerit or do any action towards him except for making faces. So now faham kenapa bila orang tengah takut and terkejut, tak jerit or mintak tolong. Was totally speechless. Fikir balik, penat gi combat class, tak apply pon bila rasa intimidated. Wasted!!!
Lepas that incident happened, my batch mates were very worried that we made a pact, everybody will wait for me at either at tmn jaya or kj station itself then baru board the train. Auww so nice of the dudes. Work so far so good, despite being freak out by having to take over a manager’s job. But then again Ive got so many officers who were super nice and help me a lot. So much to learn and pick up right now. The brain is processing it very slow; being sleepy 24/7 probably would be the reason. Hehehe dah kena penyakit orang duduk dalam cubicle kot. *sigh*
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Im so motivated to go gym thesedays; more friends have registered and we kinda look forward to work out together. Yeay…ouh not to mention we have Zaza now as our personal trainer plus it’s free..Weeee
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Last 2 days, Mei (former sic for few jobs at *CwP) called, and we went for lunch with the rest of the team somewhere near my office. Rupanya tinggal dia je dalam team tu, last year nya semua dah resign. So sad…Mei cakap client was asking my whereabout. How come I wasn’t in the team this year and what not. Auww, that particular client was nice, very easy to deal with despite few issues regarding their accounts last year. So masa makan-makan tu, dorang cakap-cakap pasal their jobs and people I’ve worked with. I miss being around them, work and hangout with them. Maybe pasal dorang semua muda-muda kot. My department tak banyak orang sebaya. My officers pon macam boleh dipanggil aunties and uncles je. No fun!
Keja dulu tak de boss, cume dia akan datang once in while nak review. Right now, my director sits next to my cubicle and asyik panggil nama saya je. Arghhhh stress la duduk sebelah dia. Bila ingat balik how fun it was kerja as an auditor(excluding the balik lambat part) and having the fun, young and intelligent people, I miss working as an auditor. I told Mei, my job is pretty stressing right now. I don’t know much about what I’m doing right now. Every thing I do, I’ll be answerable straight to Hong Kong's office. Arghhhh I hate the responsibility right now. Takut pasal tak confident langsung. Mei said, if I decided to change my mind and come back to *CwP, I’ll be accepted whenever coz she’ll give a strong recommendation. Auww how sweet. Tapi, dulu pun masa mula-mula jadi auditor, takut gak pasal tak tau nak buat. So I guess, I’m just gonna learn it step by step, one at a time. I’ll be fine. Thank god I'll be on job rotation. Roughly, I'll be at a particular department for 2-3 months before moving to another department till finally be posted in September. *gulp*
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I finally found a hand-written letter by me dated 21st Nov 2006 for you. Don’t know whether to give it to you or not. And ouh, your best friend just buzzes me on YM and asked me something that I am very ashamed of right now. Rasa nak lari sampai hujung dunia. OMG, I didn’t realised it was so obvious. Now wondering did the other friends notice it too? Crap, malu sangat!!!!!
