I was walking towards DSB, feeling all so mixed up, happy, excited, sad, anger, and I even feel funny that time. My brain in the other part was busy memorizing those zillions of formulas. It had been processing real hard, it did not stop, and that it didn’t let me sleep the night before yesterday.
Step at the door, recited this and that, and walked into the hall with full confidence. I’m so excited to sit for the paper as I am confident to get an A, besides it was the last challenge for me to end this whole crappy semester AND OUH, completing my degree!!!
“The time is already 5:15pm now, time is up…”
Ouh no…, scary ass. I haven’t done that last theory question yet!!!
The invigilator starting to collect the answer scripts and she was approaching me….
“Girl, write quickly, I’ll come back to collect your script”
Pheww. Totally freaked out! Wrote as fast as possible, completed it just as she was turning back to get my scripts.
The whole hall seems so sad; it was raining out there, as if the mother earth heard our silent screaming. The paper was like hell! Being confident wasn’t an advantage for me answering the questions. Everybody had this annoyed expressions and none of us were happy that we’ve done with the battle. Walked weakly to the car, and drove home. I wasn’t sure that the next time I’ll be in DSB is attending my very own graduation ceremony. I fear that I might have to sit for supplementary paper. Oh God forbids. My full confidence has completely gone down…Devastated.
It was a happy event. The sisters and moms were reminiscing mine and Zeara’s good old days. How irresponsible we were, how they caught us sneaking in and out, how we escaped school and tuitions, and bump into us at malls instead and many many more funny things we did. Those experiences were unforgettable Zeara, I love you!
So yeah, tonight will be the last event with all the uni mates. Tonight is the night we’ve been looking forward even before the exams started. My dress, shoe, handbag and accessories are all ready to be worn. I’m so going to let go the bad feeling I had since yesterday evening and have a blast tonight with the rest, celebrating the end of our battle. I’m going to shower and head for salon. Totally can’t wait!!!!
