Round Round

I drove my self into the haze at 0300
Enveloped heart, and the air was cool
Put on some song, Goddess help me
And settle in as the weather folds

Swaying steering, fast at 150
Nobody bothers no biggie
Hiding from scary scenery
Yet gotten a peace of mind

Jaded…
Thinking…
Wondering…
That I

Never able read to your mind like you did on me
Don’t know what’s in the twisted mind
This confuses the hell out of me
Keep your 2 cents now.. I don’t want to know.

Twilight enlightened the mind
Thinking fast as the neon blinked
Realized it was just a phase
It was meant to be temporarily

The one which Zeida announced....

we were spotted at the gardens

Zeara, mom and I

Adi, Ika, Zeara

us

HAPPY 23rd BIRTHDAY
MISS ZEIDA FARHANA

We girls had fun the last two nights, although I’ve been ‘grounded’! Mom, you can’t stop me from going out with the girls. :D

Sorry Zeida for not having a birthday bash this time around. We shall celebrate it after exam ends and you shall choose your present! Hopefully, you had fun with us and the mini celebration last night. I heart you sayang <333

Ouh instead of us surprising her with cakes and gifts, Zeida suprised us with her announcement that Azad and her are getting married next year. Congrats love! *speechless*

Zeara is off to UTP later, and so does Zeida to UIA. I’ll be left alone here… but hey, 1 month to go and we’ll be freeeeeeeeeeeee. Enough of raya celebrations and open houses till my last paper end which is 11^th November. This would be the last exam for me, Zeara and Zeida. Study hard girls, we shall be the professional accountant, engineer and lawyer SOON! *prays*

My exam schedule are as follows;

25/10/07 – Accounting Theory & Practice (I so FEAR this paper)
28/10/07 – Advanced Auditing
31/10/07 – Accounting System Analysis & Design
07/11/07 – Strategic Management
11/11/07 – Malaysian Futures & Options

Good luck to rest of friends sitting for our FINAL exam! We will pass the exam with good grades and shall graduate hopefully, as scheduled! Amin

I'll be on hiatus till the exam ends! Goodbye

I Wish...

Since I was 5 or 6 years old, I totally loathe the last week of Ramadhan. This is where my parents will quarrel about whom I should be celebrating 1^st day of Eid Mubarak with. Both of them would calmly discuss stuff about me, but never about this issue…EVERY YEAR!!! Despite having an agreeement, but they'll try to make me feel guilty and not following the agreement agreed upon both side. Haihhh

I still remember when I was still naïve and couldn’t rationalize things; both grandparents would to offer the highest amount of duit raya, trying to persuade me to celebrate Eid with them. Mom and dad in the other hand would try to bribe me by buying me whatever clothes and shoes I wanted. How lucky I was…They still doing it though…*sigh*

I’ll rotate with them to celebrate 1^st day of Eid. But this year, I skipped dad side and choose to be with mom first. Mom had became extra sensitive lately, PMS perhaps.(not the menstrual syndrome). Besides, dad has the other family to celebrate with.

Anyhow, I never actually remember celebrating Eid Mubarak as a complete family with mom and dad. Browsing old pictures doesn’t help me recalling it either. How’s it like having to celebrate it with both of them? My pictures wouldn’t be restricted with me and mom only or me and dad, without mom. Perhaps other people wouldn’t care less coz it’s a norm for them. But then again, nobody has a perfect family. I am happy with what I have right now, being very close to both families though the parents had split.

Thanks mom and dad for not neglecting me. You guys made me feel I am the most important person in your world….

Wishing You...

SELAMAT HARI RAYA
MAAF ZAHIR & BATIN

If I ever posted anything that insulted any of you, I am sorry. Didn't mean to hurt or insult anybody though..

Anyway, I had a superb retail therapy today, which was entirely done at Pavilion(i so love this mall, its like all the brands under one roof) perhaps a post entirely on Pavilion, but later . So yeah I am a happy kiddo with those new stuff. *happiness*. Shopping at Pavilion was totally awesome. Can't wait for pre-exam therapy with Zeara after Raya. Simply irresistable! Totally worth those few miserable and hectic weeks. Thanks daddy for letting your princess spending your hard earned dough. I love you! Ouh, did I mention, I bought only the stuff that I really needed, yess bought only according to the list. I spent wisely today! XD Am very proud of myself.

Im driving back to granny's later. To those who had become their parent's personal driver too, safe journey to you. Come back in one piece...:D

To friends whom had gone and be going for holiday Raya to Bali, New York and Frankfurt, bare in mind that I am super bloody jealous! Please bring back some prezzie for me. :D

Will be back by 3rd or 4th raya. Meanwhile, enjoy the celebration!

FINALLY ALL THE PRESENTATIONS PRESENTED.....pheww

Another assignment will be printed later and I am planning to send it straight to my lecturer's house tomorrow morning before off for retail therapy.

My wish list is very long, but it will depend on how nice daddy will be tonight. I'll be breaking fast with him today and he's gonna give me the dough I've been wanting for tomorrow's therapy. The girls and Adi will join too. I foresee mall hopping tomorrow. *sigh* So much fun..yeay!

Shopping for raya...LETSSS!!!

Kitty Kat

Nice ambience. Smell of bloomed daisy and roses, sounds from the chimes, smooth chill air, a perfect moment for me to daydream….

Sitting here with Ms Kitty, wondering how’s life as a pet, precisely adopted by an animal lover? Wouldn’t life be easier?

I’m always beautiful, purrfectly manicured, smells good too due to constant grooming. Every other female would to envy…

A bimbo I can be, without being criticized by others. No need of a proper education, with tones of assignments and boring lectures and yet people say I’m damn bloody smart ( due to being fussy on choosing only expensive foods) and still I am extremely adorable.

I would be placed in expensive hotels during vacations, having designer carrier to be put into, having maids to entertain my dirty business, fed with expensive food and yet not gaining weight and if so, there’s always Science Diet to help..

Wouldn’t it be nice………

Dang..

Okay, back to reality, I don’t think I want to be like Kitty, despite the coolness of being a cat; I’d rather be what I am right now. No challenge being a cat, no FUN!

Eventually...

Charisma level mates, except kak Shima

naqiah, kak ita, kak shima

kak kay , bet , me

humph, people said, he's the only one that looks like me, u think so??

this one, totally NOT

step grandmas. step mom, me

3 days to go, before all the boring lectures going to end. Attended class today, much advises were given during our last AIS class. Usual vain classmates took pictures everywhere with almost everybody. Could see different mixed expression on each faces. Although I can’t hardly wait for this miserable final semester to end, deep down I don't want to be apart from the classmates. I felt bit sappy just now. We hug, we kissed. I am so going to miss each and every moment with them.

I felt so touched when I was hugged from the girls this morning, concerning about my health. I never thought I had such caring friends. Thanks dudettes. I do care bout you people, though I never show and being plain ignorant. My mistake, it was. I’ll try to be a better friend, promised.

3 assignments, 2 major presentations and 1 test to make my whole week tumble upside down. To the classmates, thanks a lot for the strategic alliances completing assignments and presentations. May the force be with us!!!

Critical moment, crucial time, sorry. Goodbye.

You

You are the sun and moon and stars, are you
And I could never run away from you
You try at working out chaotic things
And why should I believe myself, not you?
You say the world is going to end so soon
And why should I believe myself?
Hey, the sun and moon and stars are
Yeah, but I won't share myself with you




you, radiohead