dear diary....:p

I had a fun day today, skipped 2 morning classes and went for the evening one for only an hour, just to know that my AIS presentation was postponed to next week. happinesSSS!
Yoyo pick up at 1600hrs and went for a drink at kopitiam. Shahril came, and impressed us with his expanded business line. Whoaa..im so impressed by you dude. If only im as ambitious as you are. He is 23, same age, handling 3 business while he is STUDYING STILL!!! I wonder how he manage his time. *wink*wink*
20 minutes after reaching home, Adi called. Went to William pulak. Wak and Fahmi were there too. Gossips bout Vincent, until i couldnt take it...I guess they were all stress with him too. :p

My weekend was mostly devoting to piling assignments. started from friday afternoon till saturday evening. Managed to finish one assignment and treat myself to Starlight Cinema @KBU. Suprisingly, this year wasnt at pack as the last 2 years.
Last 2 years, i was there at 6pm when the doors open, just to get the best place & view. But this year round, we arrived at 750pm, (ouh the movie starts at 8pm) and still managed to get the front area. Whoaa..impressed! The parking was easy to get also, unlike the 2 previous venues. Watched the 1st movie only, devils wear prada. Owesome movie! (yeah yeah im kodi, tak tgk lagi)

Meet my new sisters, Baba (in grey) and Zai (pink). Basically their my combatters mates at FF. Enjoy the 1st outing with them. yup yup yup more to come yeah~


After that, headed to McD mutirara damansara, Zai and Baba wanted to see some friends. Yet to know that fly fm was having live broadcasting there. Met Ivan. A dude whom i havent seen for errr 3 years.

This is Ivan. Known his since form 4 from IRC. He is still full of shit as his nickname was. :p
A fly fm crew now. Thanks for the lotsa freebies Ivan!!!
I had fun on Saturday night. Thanks to the people who contributed to my fun moment that night.

Back to booring Sunday devoted to assignments again. fish!

Again I see you standing there watching me
Your gaze, those eyes are tantalizing openly
Inviting me to get close to you
Cant help myself
There's fascination in the air
I try to fight this strong sensation
But there's no chance to escape from this temptation
Feels like I've known you before
Repeating phrases
But I yearn for something more
I know I can't stay by your side forever
My black diamond


Acting passively today
My mind was somewhere else
Thinking..
And till now, emotionally unstable.

Nonetheless, it didnt ruin my lunch date with the fuglies. 4++ quality hours at the kopitiam was what making me smile all day long beside lost 5kgs within 2 weeks. Weeeeeeeee~
I wish i dont have to go home that time. I wanted to be with u people. I need companion so that i wont be thinking of it.

Fuglies, consist of Adlina, Ella, Alia and Nana. Dun ask me how we gotten the name. Blame ella and alia, and end up all five of us got the fugly thingy. aihh...
Anyhu... here are some pics taken during the lunch date.

Today i felt strong, energetic, so ecstatic in ATP class. It is becoz im prepared for class, am i? Spend the whole night reading 3 friggin articles bout Islamic Accounting. And YES, i did finally participated in class. She gave me a good comment and said "WELCOME BACK"??? I was like ...what??! So okies, now i know how to make ATP class interesting. I shall prepare my self before she start lecture. Whoaa..sounded like i have improved uuuuuuuu!


So anyway, the lecture was solely about Islamic accounting, from the history, development and components of Islamic Accounting(I.A). Zakat was the main reason in the development of I.A. Last time, those merchants didnt know how to pay business zakat and income zakat coz there wasnt any proper way how to separate their wealths to income and assets. From there, they need a proper system that could determine which income and assets portions that need to pay zakat. Ouh so now i know. They stressed on the major difference between Conventional Accounting and Islamic Accounting, which was C.A was more on maximizing their own goal and wealth, whilst I.A is maximizing wealth for the justice. and INTEREST IS HARAM!

6 months being an auditor and being allocated in Financial Services industry, ive been auditing companies mostly banks and financial institution. From CA to IA, i dont really notice any difference. But perhaps, the way they express it seems different. For instance, IA said that interest is haram, but for savings using IA, they give profits sharing named dividend, while IA gave interest on savings. Aint that the same thing?? Its just the name is different.

Audited Al-***ji bank, they were saying that Malaysian IA was totally haram. EH? What makes them say so? I was told by Azril(manager) that their IA policy were based on their own Syariah Committee and not based on any international IA. So other Islamic bank would to adopt different IA policies issit? There this one time, the operation dept explain to me how they finance their housing loan n stuff. But to me, the concept is still the same, but they make it sound like their IA policies is the best! heh. So their IA policies were the best, where's the part of maximizing wealth for the social justice? Btw, who wants to run a business for the sake of social justice and putting a side their goal of maximixing own wealth? Maybe large corporation contributed something for the social by having their corporate social responsibilites; donations and stuff. But, i guess we are all lack of something, which is lack of Islamic fundamental values.

1 idea on IA that i like was, no interest or penalty charged upon late payment of credit card or loan installment. hehehe

So i guess there's a relevent in learning the theory part of accounting. ha ha ha..boooring!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY COUZ, AIMAN & AMIR!!!

Went to their birthday party. Awesome food (havent eat a decent food for like 2 weeks eh?), delicious cake,, auwww sinfully chocolate cake. Catch up session with the rest. Got myself positive comments from the fams. Yeay!


SELAMAT PENGANTIN BARU, SYED & HAYA!!













































FINALLY!

After 2 weeks of classes, i finally made up the study table. Neat and colourful. Updated my board with class schedule (ouh no need to call aween the nite b4 for which subjects and location of class), no of puasa days to ganti, to do list and yada yada...

Found all the school bags, stationeries...hahhaaha im so not organized the past 2 weeks. Guess wasnt ready for classs.

Currently working for FAR600 assignment. Humph..accounting subject without any single calculations involve. Hows that? Boooooring! Ad, help me not to skip ATP classes. I need a nerd like u to motivate me to go class. The lecturer is killing me...

Basically, a wonderful weekend. Its raining non stop since morning. Not motivating me to finish up my assignments. It would be nice to curl up in the bed right?



Wan 'an!

Its a wonderful Saturday.
Started the same as last Saturday.

Breakfast with bffs at subang ria. who can resist their char kueh teow??!!

Bump into Imran and Aisya. Last week, same place with his twin, Irman, Zaza, Deena, Alif, Zalika and many more. So i guess Curve is the place to meet up with the rest eh? Chat with them, and Imran was talking about HER. It was so obvious im not in good terms with HER. Imran asked, i cant help but being blur. Dunno what to answer. He said SHE had changed...very drastically. Am not suprised. Hope she'll happy with her own life. Dun care.

Shop shop shop......never ending shopping.

Went to Kak Juliana's. Met the new born, Feiran Feyaad. Auwwww so nice the name. Looking at her, Feiruz and baby boy..it somehow made me changed my mind. OK, i think i want oso lah! sigh

more events to come in awhile. im RANCAK. yes i know :p

from left: azura, siew leh, diba, anne.

Azura got married recently, early June. Sorry Zura, cant make it, away for shopping spree which was planned b4 u invited me. Congrats. Heard that u quit honeywell and became a full time housewife now. Coolnest! Siew leh has doctor bf, whom i heard plans to get married soon. Anne, got engaged somewhere in May and getting married early next year.

What about ME? lalalalalalalala

Izrul told me bout Syed Ridhwan getting married this sunday. the bride to be named Haya. a girl Syed met at bandung medic school. and both of them havent graduate yet. doctors be to be soon. whoaaaa... Cik i-lyn bile kah turn awak?
Anyway, Syed was a pretty boy back in school, very cute, his hair was da bomb. i dun even have nice hair as he does. heh. used to admire his cuteness la, and now he's getting married. Selamat Pengatin Baru Syed!

And ouh, the reception will be held at Haya's place only. Ouch. But okies, currently planning with some friends to go. I miss the dudes n dudettes back at school. Lack of time and sumtimes giving to much reasons to meet up, creates a gap between us. I think, its a good start to patch up with the buddies at Syed's wedding. I think im sellfish last time. i only hangout with the bffs only. never bother about others that much.. and now i felt guilty. well, never too late to patch up kan??

List of skool friends married already;

Nadia, with one baby boy now.
Ilani + Lutfi, skoolmates since primary school. envy them
Zaim, currently back in oz
Izhar + Farah
Hariz Akmal, rivall maths dude
Aliyya Badarudin

Getting married soon;

Syed Ridhwan; this sunday
Nurul Nadiah; in August was just a gossip, confirmed with nurul herself
Aimie; in December

anybody dat i missed?
its nice to know that some friends are serious about their futures and towards happiness. envy? ermm may be. but hey, i havent even complete my degree yoo! tunggu la. insyallah!

Confession was made.
Glad am i after listening to it?
Tried to respond the best i could.
Guess i dont want to make it a bigger issue.

And i once again...GAVE IN!

But do understand..
Though wasnt happy with the explanation
I gave in another time
Coz i care.

Hows the weekend?

Working on my fitness..dibalicious!
According my new subject, strategic management, in order to get attention, u have to create a brand to ur product. in this case, the product would be me, and i would like to brand my self dibalicious. sigh

Sumbody said i loose weight already. yeay!




























zeida, diba, adlina
















kesayangan ku...









zeida, diba, adlinot again...









zeara and kak zaza






A back to skool hairstyle. I dont like it. Makes me look more ca ya nun alif looking!
Pictures taken during my tiramisu craving session with the bffs.

truth hurts

I cant pretend nomore..pretend that I dont know..

It hurts deep inside, u dont know either..

It seems that both of us are in dilemma..

But im no actress, sick n tired of playing this role..

It this the end of 13?

The One.

I used to be proud of being the only child. I don't have to share things, room, toilet or whatnot. I have all the attention in the world.. Basically i can have everything, but err not almost everything!

I never have to go through jealousy and fighting session with the siblings. But as i grew up..(feeling old la) i felt i need an older sister or brother which i can obviously get along with to guide me through life. There's some things that i prefer talking to kakak or bffs rather than talking to the parents. Zeara's n Zeida's siblings are just like my own. even I'm close with their families too.I felt pathetic in terms of siblings sometimes.. But I'm glad to share their siblings..nice kakaks and abangs. I like! Am not complaining, its just sometimes i wish i have a sister like Kak Zaza. i love you kakak! Ouh, thanks to Zeara for sharing the sister with me. XD

Talking bout being the only one. I kinda worried on the next step after this final semester. It seems that the parent has high expectations on me. They are starting to talk and discuss future stuff with me, which am not interested at. For a start, pushing me to do ACCA in UK, which am quite reluctant coz i know i wont be studying very hard there. *sigh*. Or perhaps pushing me to work with the big 4 audit firms. They even start calculating roughly how much i'll be getting and what should i do with money and stuff. Ridiculous or not? Causing unnecessary stress to me. :(

Classes started. Im blur as usual. Brain not properly tune yet. Assignments given already on 1st week it self. ouch. Classmates are cool, lotsa catching up session. Gossips here and there.

The UK friends are back, meeting them tomorrow for lunch.

Call me miss lunatic, but i miss being an auditor. I REALLY DO.

making a come back

i think i'm being loyal to blogspot.

Recalling my 1st blogging session. Back then in year 2001. A simple webpage made , hosted at geocities. It was my obession!

Got busy with life at uni, found upsaid, the solution for easy-editing blog. Was there for 3 years when they decided to close all free account without me being able to save any of the posts. Quite frustrated back then.

Switch to livejournal. Wasn't pretty happy there. Quite lost. So i'm back here, and not using my previous blogspot account. Leave what's there as a memory of my teenage life. :D

I'm hoping i'll be here. Maybe.