The Last Chapter

It’s been a rollercoaster ride
Went through sharp edges
Up and down the steep knoll
And I’m still kicking.

Always had that phobia
Fear of rejection
But without fear
That force and courage won’t approach me.

I’m feeling much better now
Never knew I was that strong
Mind the tears and ignorance from me
I am still the sensitive creature after all.

Letting go of our possession
Would be the most difficult action to do
But believing in what have been fated for me
Will make life easy and less complicated.

Thank you for letting me experience it
Filled with happiness and sorrow
Hope you had that same experience
It shall remain as the first collection of denial.

This would be the end
The train is making a stop
Destined not to reach it’s intended destination
This would be the last chapter of 24 cycles.

Adultnap

I’ve gotten tones of free new earrings. Yeayy

Ella, I'm gonna mihhh yewwwwww

Thanks Elle, Fir and Ode for adultnapping me and really made my day!

I love the foods at Wendy’s !!!

The Catching Up Sessions

NEWLY WEDS, AMIR ROSLI

So yeah, Amir was my ex-neighbour. The one whose very shy and quiet, compared to his bro, Omar (not in the photo) is already married!!!!. Still can't believe it. I was still imagining us playing at the playground opposite our house together with Cik I-lyn and the rest of our childhood friends. Ouh btw, Cik I-lyn, they had a photo slides of us when we were small. OMG, a total embarrassing moment okay! I didnt even know we had photos taken with them before and after they came back from UK.

It was fun during those days...
I wish i could turn back time...

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Had another session with my forever lover since she can't make it to my graduation ceremony. But it's alright, the present gotten was superb, so apologize accepted; wooohoo! We spent 4 hours Tru*Spa today. Had anti-stress body massage. It was totally good. Half way through, I was in lalaland already. Later, we pampered our self again at salon, did some treatment to our so-not-healthy hair. Ended the day with dinner and marvelous tiramisu!

Thanks dear for the LizClairborne bag and the cute Convo Bear.
Heart you loads! <333

foolish

Mengapa memberi harapan yang tinggi
Bila hati itu tiada keikhlasan

Mengapa perlu berkias
Bila kata-kata itu tiada makna

Bukan kah lebih senang jika berterus-terang
Walau ia adalah racun bagiku.

Certain

It’s emerging again
More visible on this occasion
Greater weight added
Delicate and susceptible

Time does fly really fast
Very selfish
It did not wait
It did not care

It used to be solitary
Now with a complimentary
And it will multiply
I worry

From three to six
36 pronto, without delay

The sentiment nurtured
Never will create a threshold
My dearest,
The sky is the only limit.

If The Notebook, note booked you..


P/S: I Love You, I LOVE U!



An advice given to me,
Not to watch it on weekdays,
I did not believe the outcome of it,
The photo was the proof.

11th May, my parents's day!

Happy Mother’s Day to All Mothers in the World!!!

Woke up early, ran to mom’s room, and woke her up by me jumping like a happy kiddo on her bed. Luckily I didn’t break any of the wooden planks that support the mattress.

Hugged her, and gave the present I bought earlier. Glad she’s liked it.

Humph, though she can be really pain in the arse, but Ma, nobody does it better than you. Enough said.

Today happen to be dad’s birthday too!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR DAD!

A totally busy Sunday filled with agendas with the parents. Dad loves his perfume I gave and he said I’m a good observant of the scents he likes. Like duuuhhh!!??

Okies, this might also happen to you. My idea of what to write often comes when I am not in front of the lappie. And when I tried to recall of the ideas generated, it’s just gone. Like my brain’s ram is bloody slow to recall it. Hence, kind of giving up on writing here.

Will update whenever.

Cheers!